Achievement..6 years...

6 years of medical school.... oh yeah .. i m done...
its one of my biggest achievement in life.
2005 till 2011...
still fresh in my mind, the first day of school, the first stranger who came up n said a "hi"
The first russian teacher that yell at me... the first guy that i scolded...
its all sum up to a process of maturation...
today, 6 years i m done.. but, wait a minute.. it is just a beginning of every new things...
Frankly speaking, its start getting rusty, what i learned back in medical school.. as it all processed in Short Term Memory SPACE... need to refresh..refresh and refresh
But all i can said, six years, i met different kind of people. i learned a lot of virtues, i changed.
there is also a moment of darkness.. and a  moment of glory
competing to be competent, envy to those who are better..
Hate and Love is a mixture of emotion but at the end of the day, You learn to accept and forgive... thought the scars is not pretty.. u dont like it..
But there still one person was . and still with me till these day .. That is the BIG GUY FROM ABOVE...
every success begin with Him, Every failure, He strengthen me.
every cry, He cheer me up, Evey mistake, He show me the right way..
only one things .. I said " Dei Gracia"....
And for my pillars.. mom and dad... they are the proud parents... i dont blame them.. every parenst have a decent pride for every achievement of their offspring....
I m glad to have them, their supports, their advise, their prayers... always there to tell me to be a better person in this weary world..
To my groupmates.... Group 11... 6 years of journey, counting on each other everyday... without u all, i wont have made it.. thank u...

Six year Kursk .. its a phase of life.. that always be my bitter sweet memory that u love so much.. just like the dark chocolate.... too sweet is not fine. u will get Diabetis Mellitus...

-xoxo- miggy -

Angel and Devil.....

so it was Halloween.2010.. 

ninie and I decided to come in pair.
it was a long journey to prepare for our splendid attire...
going up n down the town to find the convincing enough outfit. But, it worth for what we did, at least we get a free entrance to MATRIX.. means our costume is convincing enuf.. to scare the soul awaY... hahaha

Credit goes to dearly Mollen... for all the effort given to do this angelic costume.. n bear up with my unsatisfied remarks on the baju initially..

However, it turn out well....

my DEVIL is super Hot wei.....


present to u... ANGEL N DEVIL....

my little friend.. vennessa!!!

i m stress!!! i don't even know why? its not like the exam is tomorrow. I still have another 4 or 5 days to prepare.. but frankly speaking this time exam really make me nuts...

Trying to study but.. i just going trough with it... so what I do.. I will just take a break.. till i have the mood just hope that I have enough time...

this is a year before.. 2008..

Well, Little girl name Venessa.. she is my dearly cousin..so cute.. looking at her.. really a remedy..

No worries.. The smile in her face, the cheer.. JUST SIMPLY put a chuckle back in my heart..
Maybe I'm too stress that trough her smile it indirectly release the endorphine hormone... that at least can help me to compensate this stress level

I do miss this little girl.. try to make friend with her but.. she is so attached with Abang J... even get jeolous when Jerry was busy doing his stuff...
So, what I did was trying to attract her attention but still not success until I get her soap bubble refill.. that how i managed to get into her attention.. trying to persuade me.. to get the bubble refill middle of the night.Since it is late so i told her tomorrow...
so the next morning, early in the morning after waking up.. the first thing was she said to me :

 KAKAK,.... BUBBLE FOR VENESSA........

 so cute... so adorable.... so brought this little girl to the kitchen n refill it with the dish wash... she was happy and start blowing the bubble... Try to show me even , the bubbles... 

So that is the story about this little girl, every year if I go back .. I need to buy her heart over n over again... I recall previous year. Hang out with her almost all the time, just carry her all around babysit her... till the time i wanted to go back... she didn't want to let go...was crying... KIDDOS...

this recent year, she was fast asleep.. too much of bubble... when I leave... 

this is the bubble look.... 2009

Oh.. i miss that little girl.. vennessa.. 

every year I come back,  she grow taller and thinner.. ..

since only once a year i only meet her, i always have to rebuild the friendship with this little fellow...

Here I come again.. my dearly ven ven... Kakak Miguel MISS U... see what next after bubble... 

happy buffday to myself....13 MAY

Well... what a funny thing to be born at the date.. 13th... some said its an unlucky number... hmmm, no no no.. MIGUELINDA is one LUCKY creature... still alive for the last 23 years..
many history relate to this very date.. one of it i recalled was:

• Peristiwa berdarah.. 13 Mei 1969.. all about the rascism issues. after 40 years , still same matter that could not reach it end.
• 13 may 1981, the attempt of assassination of John Paul II, by a Turkish gunman.. which his attempt was a failure.
• 13 may 1917, first appearance of OUR LADY OF FATIMA in Portugal, Fatima...

i wouldn't really bother about 13 may .. if not one cute little toddler was born on 13 may 1986...

                                                        guess who if not .. me... :P


well, yeah MIGGY WAS BORN!!! heheheh anyhow, i have this one habit... i just like to remind my close friends that my buffday is coming... i even do a countdown for them... dont said i m bad.. just simply i do that to my buddies....

 so how was this year celebration.. fb started to flood with birthday wishes.. the ealiest was on the 11 of may.. wow...and it kept coming n coming.. i just love it....said that i m vain.. yeah! i m..

                      first wish was from ah ayn.. my ex classmate in kkhs... i know her, she is the pengawas. a cousin of jen chua.. above it was.. from my dearly antie.. BIDUT, one of my fav aunt.. and on top was from danny chin another cute cinabeng ...oso x classmate.... 

so there goes, birthday wishes flooding my wall.. i m just so loving it.. believe it or not.. i did check it every minute... hehehhehe

 that was.. in fb....

the sokol sauna party.... 

next... few good friends gave me a treat to sauna...in sokol... its a fitness club...  it was fun... with the cake, food, n the pool... i just love it...

first birthday cake..see my M initial.. yummy chocolate cake.. thx to ninie, sam, kiran, rveen, gurl n mollen....

eating out.. pot luck style

after the 2 hour session of indoor picnic.. we look fresher than ever!!!

                                                                   

before the clock strike 12am , 13 may 2010... another celebration... from my beloved housemate...

thx to Vanni and Swit... tengah malam ada feast.....

chocolate ice-cream cake.. done by swit.. indeed she is sweet... 

then following day.. AHWENG N LEELING .. belanja me   makan.. in STEAK HOUSE.. u know i just realize the russian spell it like this @ STIK HAUSE @. 

then the weekend.. steam boat by my groupmates..................

what else.. all i can say is this... THANK U...

PS. THIS IS MY 24YEARS OLD LOOK.....

Dear Lord, thank u for being with me.. for the last 23 years of journey.... 

a new year had just begun.. be with me... close.. if i ever let go... draw me back closer to YoU ... like the prodigal son.. help me in becoming a better man.. righteous n wise.. so much that u gave me.. more than  i can deserved... All i can said is Thank u.. Bless my love ones.. one thing i ask for those that never fail to remind that i m a year older.. keep them in Ur grace... AMEN...

FRIENDS...

I recall during my younger days, one of the special quote will be leave on my friends autographs is this...

Roses are Red,

The Skies are Blue,

I have a friend,

My friend is You.

It sound simple, but its a word that affirming we are grateful to have been grown in the bud of friends. Sometime it make me ponder, who is my best friend... Nah, i dont have a best friend.. maybe the BIG MAN ABOVE...

I am not the kind of person will be bother much about people around me...

But as I reflect, i do have few of them.. Thank God for that.

In the process of growing we need friends to build, to challenge, to argue, to hang out, to support us... We need friends to fill up the vacant space in our heart.

To all my friends, Thanks .. for being one...

Am not perfect, running a race of perfection....

Therefore, forgive me for my flaws...

As for friend that built me up, everyday i am turning to the person of who i'm ... for better or worst..opting for the best... A word of thankx...

For friend that been a challenge for me, i am ever proud to run the match with you.. becouse its telling me they is sumone better than me,