Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Hold my Hand.. JESUS..

My journey of Love ... wasn't easy..
I stumble and get slower DURING these journey.
Ample temptation. I'm weak, my flesh welcome those temptation like a hungry monster.
And these make me stop in search of You.

But one thing, He didn't want me to quit.
That is why, whole my heart want to tell you...
DEI GRACIA
When You send simple minded person to show me How You long for me... in this journey..
All I can say after my realization is that,
You wasn't leaving me and you never will but YOU are always there.
WAITING TO HOLD MY HAND AND CONTINUE THE JOURNEY OF LOVE.

my soul pleading everyday....
JESUS HOLD MY HAND
JESUS HEAL MY HEART
JESUS SAVE MY SOUL
COME AND STAY IN ME

AMEN...


Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Journey of Love

I have one big project here...
4O DAYS... it start today..
its not simple... i will update it daily..
Its a journey to return home with my Lover...
WHO: A lover n the beloved..
tools: self surrender,
aim: return home to the father...

prayer: Heavenly Father, as today is the beginning of ur son passion.
           Help me, as my spirit yielding you loud but my flesh is weak.
           Grant me within this 40days of lent, to really draw my attention back to ur DIVINITY...
           Help me NOT to get dull  searching Your face,
           Avoid me from the opening sea of pleasure.
           Let ur HOLY SPIRIT.... breath in me.. as i walk, talk, act be a radiant to others around me..
           Jesus, the lover of my journey. stay close as closer than ever... as close as a child in her mother worn
           Mother MARY, pray for me ... as i know ur prayer are powerful to help me trough this journey.
           till then,,,
          for Christ Name Sake, i PRAY..
         AMEN....

O Jesus Christ, my Lord, with what great love you traveled the painful road which led to your death -- and how often have I abandoned you. But now I love you with my whole soul, and because I love you, I am sincerely sorry for having offended you. My Jesus, pardon me, and permit me to accompany you on this journey. You died for love of me, and it is my wish, O my dearest Redeemer, to be willing to die for love of you. O my beloved Jesus, in your love I wish to live, and in your love I wish to die. Amen. +

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

emotion war.....

when u love somebody...
its hard to not to love them,
its hard to deny them.
its hard not think of them.
its hard to forget them.
ITS HARD..
even if u try to fill the empty space with someone new, its still return back to the person u love...

Oh God... I wish i didnt learn to love... becoz now it leave me broken...

I so LOVE this particular person that i cannot forget him.. which i try so hard to....
its a contradiction of mind....

Damn it.... Y have u come n ravel my mind...
i so HATE u.... but at the same time..  i sink deeper into u...

xxx
mig