happy buffday to myself....13 MAY

Well... what a funny thing to be born at the date.. 13th... some said its an unlucky number... hmmm, no no no.. MIGUELINDA is one LUCKY creature... still alive for the last 23 years..
many history relate to this very date.. one of it i recalled was:

• Peristiwa berdarah.. 13 Mei 1969.. all about the rascism issues. after 40 years , still same matter that could not reach it end.
• 13 may 1981, the attempt of assassination of John Paul II, by a Turkish gunman.. which his attempt was a failure.
• 13 may 1917, first appearance of OUR LADY OF FATIMA in Portugal, Fatima...

i wouldn't really bother about 13 may .. if not one cute little toddler was born on 13 may 1986...

                                                        guess who if not .. me... :P


well, yeah MIGGY WAS BORN!!! heheheh anyhow, i have this one habit... i just like to remind my close friends that my buffday is coming... i even do a countdown for them... dont said i m bad.. just simply i do that to my buddies....

 so how was this year celebration.. fb started to flood with birthday wishes.. the ealiest was on the 11 of may.. wow...and it kept coming n coming.. i just love it....said that i m vain.. yeah! i m..

                      first wish was from ah ayn.. my ex classmate in kkhs... i know her, she is the pengawas. a cousin of jen chua.. above it was.. from my dearly antie.. BIDUT, one of my fav aunt.. and on top was from danny chin another cute cinabeng ...oso x classmate.... 

so there goes, birthday wishes flooding my wall.. i m just so loving it.. believe it or not.. i did check it every minute... hehehhehe

 that was.. in fb....

the sokol sauna party.... 

next... few good friends gave me a treat to sauna...in sokol... its a fitness club...  it was fun... with the cake, food, n the pool... i just love it...

first birthday cake..see my M initial.. yummy chocolate cake.. thx to ninie, sam, kiran, rveen, gurl n mollen....

eating out.. pot luck style

after the 2 hour session of indoor picnic.. we look fresher than ever!!!

                                                                   

before the clock strike 12am , 13 may 2010... another celebration... from my beloved housemate...

thx to Vanni and Swit... tengah malam ada feast.....

chocolate ice-cream cake.. done by swit.. indeed she is sweet... 

then following day.. AHWENG N LEELING .. belanja me   makan.. in STEAK HOUSE.. u know i just realize the russian spell it like this @ STIK HAUSE @. 

then the weekend.. steam boat by my groupmates..................

what else.. all i can say is this... THANK U...

PS. THIS IS MY 24YEARS OLD LOOK.....

Dear Lord, thank u for being with me.. for the last 23 years of journey.... 

a new year had just begun.. be with me... close.. if i ever let go... draw me back closer to YoU ... like the prodigal son.. help me in becoming a better man.. righteous n wise.. so much that u gave me.. more than  i can deserved... All i can said is Thank u.. Bless my love ones.. one thing i ask for those that never fail to remind that i m a year older.. keep them in Ur grace... AMEN...

mac, april n may!!! a preview....

 Women's Day.. 8 Mac 2010...

Cheers ! to all the beau of Group 11...Happy W day. sam,rina, nat , oj n chepa...

annual gathering.... the food in mashe was good but at the same time.. burn ur money too... 

 

31st march... my birthday mama....

This is my mom... yeah.. she ROCK!!

during her 48th birthday... cake n flower that i ordered specially for her.

not cheese cake lah.. she love cheese cake, very very much.. wait lah when i come back..

Anyhow, not much deed that i can offer compared to what she did  for me.

All i wish for her, is a good health , wiser in year to come... being blessed n be a blessing to others..

AMEN...

 VOLAKNO... hospital no.4... the story of AGELEVA N SUPER MARIO

This is my dearly beloved groupmates... consist of 8 people... coming from different state of malaysia... we were having our extreme medicine in valakno.

Valakno is known as hospital No. 4. It is the furthers hospital where u have to wake up early in the morning like 2 hours before class. And get ready in the bustop an hour ealier. If u are late, u will just miss the bus that heading there. Well, it was a long long cycles we had in Valakno, from gyneocology.. believe it or not we got . Mdm. Ageleva... somehow she is a good teacher.. who gave us a fresh uterus that had just removed from a woman aged 46 years old with diagnose. Benign Uterine Myoma.
 After her, with have mr.5000, well his name is call FeitHAIsan... I don't really recall his name so well beside knowing him as Mario and 5000. He had been our Traumato teacher since last semester.. another 1 week with him was for the extreme medicine cycle... total WE  have been going up n down to valakno almost 1 month.

 Finally we end our cycles well in valakno...

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my GOD is RISEN.. sing ALLELUYAH!!!

Easter Sunday 2010.

 Sing Halleluyah, My God is risen from the death.

It was a meaningful mass for me, not to say that i had observe the lent season well.But all i could be proud of the good deeds i did , all back to God.. at the end of the day.. its all by HIS GRACE... i M capable...

Christ is DEAD, Christ is RISEN.... Christ will come again!!! 

 so they call it... summer.........

Its summer... 1st May 2010.... its oso the BBQ season for all the kurskian.... my beloved moderately kiasu groupmates will be the first to plan...

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 this is what u call 1 MALAYSIA...colourful, cheerful .. free spirit..hand in hand...

     AYAM SOTONG... Q... ADA!!! BAH. food unites the malaysian.....

9th may 2010, russian victory day...

65th anniversary 1945-2010...

                           

 

The st.George VICTORY DAY ribbon.. that i finally managed to grab.... heheheh

Ninie n i... we planned to go to gym actually on that very day.. instead we ended up.. jalan2 along the lenina street... she with her sunflower smiley ballon.. me with my yellow BIG BOW...

#However it was one great day!!!

i myself find it cute!! although the tummy was big hehe.. 

ni lah kerja... selalu ponteng aerobic tapi makan never ponteng...

what a coincidence to meet chepa n her gfs....

everyone looking best !!!

 at the end of the day.. i pampered myself with roasted chicken  plus roasted potato.. salad got it from eropah.. my shop... mohito  kliskoe beer n green tea... while watching some good movies... 

I JUST LOVE MY LIFE!!!

the so call roasted lemon chicken rice.. DEI GRACIA

hello bloggie.. it was long long tym since i last came ..
anyhow, what have been going on..

i have one small testimony to write... about the big GUY from above..
Frankly speaking, been very very far, still wonder when was the last time i said or though that i was close with Him.

 But this time, we were planning to cook for 125 people.. OMG...
thx to weng, maybe i challenged her to get as much as 100 orders... indeed she did.. applause to her.. n her fellow friend..
However my mind still worry.. so much of worries how am i going to reach the expectation of 125 people..
there was a whisper in.. telling .. trust in God, everything is possible.. but this time ... it couldn't be more vivid as I'm so call far away from God...
i wrote a long prayer...
Dear LORD... help us to prepare an awesome meal for 120 people... And let them satisfied more than we ever imagine, quality and quantity wise are excellent... bla... bla .. AMEN...
So what happen that day,  i promised to deliver the food at around 12 to 1pm... but... still have 3 pack of rice not cook yet n ayam .. belum habis panggang.... haish .... was a bit in moody colour... RED SEA.. 2nd day...
We start deliver at 3pm... how late was that..i even throw my tantrum to my superpowerpuff  cooking team... sorry dearest.. teamate.. not a right timing.. PMS.
But at the end of the day.. we got so many feed back telling that the meal was really delicious.. i myself also could not believe it.. over the week, some friends kept asking what was the recipe.. and believe it or not after a week there are people still giving compliment..
indeed, it was really more than i could ever imagine...

therefore, a secret i wanna share.. it wasn't my great cooking skill... i got all the recipe from the internet. but one thing i believe was.. it was God GRACE.. i'm n we are capable of producing an awesome meal on that very day...

it somehow strike me... a lot... i was really really far away from GOD... being disobedient was the nature... but indeed He still HELP ... to this extend.. i m ever thankful..
# DEI GRACIA

#so there was a song once sung, its easier to know
Him as a Saviour than God....

try n ponder... n its very true.






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some said AMOR... is a CANCER... this will b the title becoz i m having onco cycle now!!!

when u r in love.. everything look good,
they said, u look lovely. U know y? becoz the cheer of  love is in U.
And ur heart is so light that u just felt as if u r floating like the neon gas in the air...
That is LOVE.. Love make u young, love fill u JOY. n everything around u make u wanna smile n laugh.. becoz u r happy as ever...
but there be a misery of it... at one point...when the misery STRIKE, u will just find it hard to smile anymore.
u eyes becoming a pond of tears. U may felt that u r abandon... leave all alone in the eerie street.
anyone may come and take ur life away.. the one thing that u worried of is will anybody realize that I'M missing...not ur life that bother u much... but one thing.. will that special one still CARE. that is the main question?

EUROS LOVE. its one heck of complex structure... of the heart mind n soul..
if DNA sequence can be explore well by man. It takes almost the whole centuries to understand it..
but its complexity cannot be compare to what does HEART MATTER...
give me the best philosopher, still he cannot explain the matter of the heart...

anyhow? is there any an ever after story?  when we were young our mind is imbibed with all delusional stories of CINDERELLA, SNOW WHITE... and so they lived happily ever after...
seem nice.. its bad to spoil a kiddos tale... but... exception EVER AFTER, only comes when u work for it..
sometym, ever after may need more than first love, sometym ever after will come wid a lot of trial n tribulation.. wid sorrow...
but if we can smile and appreciate what we have.... even a blink, THAT IS EVER AFTER....

appreciate what u have, dont look back or reach ahead.
often we take time to cry for the past, n we miss out the present..
n sometym, we spend so much of planning b4 we appreciate the NOW....
every brokenness teach us to grow.
every pain, there is a reason. n every fear there is a small chance of courage.
all is needed is to go on.. to cheerish every moment u have in life ..
this is LIFE, they said live life to the fullest...
but i said.. i want to hav the JOY of living...to experience every fresh moment...
becoz, u dont know how long tym u hav for all these.. so enjoy!!

PS:.. this is for some1, that bring smile to my face....u know who u r..
       thx.. its not easy to find some1 that will said to u.
      .I DONT WANT U to MAKE URSELF AN  IDIOT, WHEN U FALL DEEP, n CANNOT COME   
       OUT... i thank GOD for you...

                                        
       XXX.... mig

Hold my Hand.. JESUS..

My journey of Love ... wasn't easy..
I stumble and get slower DURING these journey.
Ample temptation. I'm weak, my flesh welcome those temptation like a hungry monster.
And these make me stop in search of You.

But one thing, He didn't want me to quit.
That is why, whole my heart want to tell you...
DEI GRACIA
When You send simple minded person to show me How You long for me... in this journey..
All I can say after my realization is that,
You wasn't leaving me and you never will but YOU are always there.

WAITING TO HOLD MY HAND AND CONTINUE THE JOURNEY OF LOVE.

my soul pleading everyday....

JESUS HOLD MY HAND
JESUS HEAL MY HEART
JESUS SAVE MY SOUL
COME AND STAY IN ME

AMEN...

Journey of Love

I have one big project here...
4O DAYS... it start today..
its not simple... i will update it daily..
Its a journey to return home with my Lover...
WHO: A lover n the beloved..
tools: self surrender,
aim: return home to the father...

prayer: Heavenly Father, as today is the beginning of ur son passion.
           Help me, as my spirit yielding you loud but my flesh is weak.
           Grant me within this 40days of lent, to really draw my attention back to ur DIVINITY...
           Help me NOT to get dull  searching Your face,
           Avoid me from the opening sea of pleasure.
           Let ur HOLY SPIRIT.... breath in me.. as i walk, talk, act be a radiant to others around me..
           Jesus, the lover of my journey. stay close as closer than ever... as close as a child in her mother worn
           Mother MARY, pray for me ... as i know ur prayer are powerful to help me trough this journey.
           till then,,,
          for Christ Name Sake, i PRAY..
         AMEN....

O Jesus Christ, my Lord, with what great love you traveled the painful road which led to your death -- and how often have I abandoned you. But now I love you with my whole soul, and because I love you, I am sincerely sorry for having offended you. My Jesus, pardon me, and permit me to accompany you on this journey. You died for love of me, and it is my wish, O my dearest Redeemer, to be willing to die for love of you. O my beloved Jesus, in your love I wish to live, and in your love I wish to die. Amen. +

emotion war.....

when u love somebody...
its hard to not to love them,
its hard to deny them.
its hard not think of them.
its hard to forget them.
ITS HARD..
even if u try to fill the empty space with someone new, its still return back to the person u love...

Oh God... I wish i didnt learn to love... becoz now it leave me broken...

I so LOVE this particular person that i cannot forget him.. which i try so hard to....
its a contradiction of mind....

Damn it.... Y have u come n ravel my mind...
i so HATE u.... but at the same time..  i sink deeper into u...

xxx
mig